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My Darkest Hour [Part One]

This is just a short part to see what you guys think. Let me know what you think, and if its good i will continue, and if not i will try a new one. Just let me know what you think, and be honest i can take it. I know it has been a while so i tried to make it good! comment and buzz ^^ thanks

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Slipping on my vans and zipping up my hoodie I pulled the hood up over my head. Walking to my window I slowly pushes it open popping the screen out. Climbing onto the windowsill I stopped looking down at the ground about ten feet down. Taking in a quick breath I reached down and grabbed my backpack before jumping. Hitting the ground I quickly jumped up dusting my skinny jeans off. Glancing over my shoulder I shook my head before walking off down the road.

Screw my parents they never cared, and never will, so whatâ�™s the point in me staying here. Oh yeah thatâ�™s right, there isnâ�™t. Drunken yelling dad and drugged up moms, why did I put up with this for so long. I mean Iâ�™m freaking 17 for Christâ�™s sake! Iâ�™m getting out of this hellhole while there is still time, and while Iâ�™m still alive.

I walked down the middle of the street heading toward the park. Looking at my arms I pulled my sleeves down to cover my bruises. Iâ�™m not going to take anyoneâ�™s shit anymore, Iâ�™m on my own now. It was well past midnight and I finally knew my parents were sleeping, well in their case passed out. I knew I had a good chunk of time to get as far away as possible and thatâ�™s just what I planned on doing. Looking back once again down the street at my dark house.

â�œNever again.â� I spoke before turning the corner, now I was finally starting a new chapter in my life, this one was way to long and it was getting old fast.

About 5 blocks later I was walking through the park. I walked slowly listening to the bark chips crunch beneath my vans. Breathing in and out slowly I savored every breath. The cool crisp night, dark sky hung over my head as I came to the big oak tree at the edge of the park. Sitting down I leaned my back against the tree I pulled my hood down over my eyes not caring to look around. I will sit here for a minute before starting through the woods, maybe when it gets a little brighter out. Suddenly a voice snapped me out of my thoughts.

â�œNow what is a girl doing alone at the park at this time?â� The voice rang out smoothly. Glancing up I saw a boy about my age wearing dark jeans and a black short sleeve shirt standing in front of me.

â�œI could ask you the same thing.â� I mumbled returning my gaze to the ground in front of me. Chuckling slightly he continued to speak.

â�œRunning away are we?â� He questioned motioning to my backpack next to me.

â�œMaybe, whatâ�™s it to ya?â� I asked looking up at him, I was getting slightly annoyed that this guy was still here talking to me.

â�œNo reason, what would your reason be for running away? Iâ�™m Aiden by the way.â� He said taking a seat in front of me.

â�œYou wouldnâ�™t care even if I told you, and honestly I donâ�™t feel like telling you. Iâ�™m Rizzo.â� I spoke looking Aiden up and down from underneath my hood.

â�œWell Rizzo I would love to see that pretty little face you have.â� He said grinning slightly. Pulling my hood down I let my black hair fall slightly over my shoulders, watching his expression. He kept an emotionless face as he studies me from head to foot. His dark eyes ran over my body again and again, they seemed to have this look of desire or thirst for something more than what he was seeing.

â�œWell Aiden it was nice meeting you but I got to go now.â� Standing up I slung my backpack over one shoulder before pulling my hood back up over my head.

â�œWell it as nice meeting you, but why you leaving so soon we havenâ�™t even got to the good part yet.â� He spoke suddenly standing in front of me.

â�œWell whatever you were think about, it ainâ�™t going to happen, so you are just wasting your time.â� I spat trying to step around him but he moved in sync with me not letting me pass.

â�œFeisty are we? I always loved a challenge, makes everything even betterâ� He spoke flashing a smile.

â�œWhatever, just because Iâ�™m a girl doesnâ�™t mean I canâ�™t kick your ass.â� I said behind clenched teeth. Stepping around him a started off toward the road again. Hearing a chuckle from behind me I started to spin around but before I could I felt a sharp pain in my head. My hand flew up to my head as I started to fall to the ground, but I never hit the ground. I landed in a pair of strong arms.

â�œNot so fast Rizzo, its just getting good.â� He said laughing, and thatâ�™s the last thing I head before everything went black.

Venting Time....if anyone cares to read...

I wish you could see into my mind, the thoughts I think, the voices I hear. What I honestly think of youâ�¦but none of that matters to you. You donâ�™t care, you never have. It was all an act and I fell for it. And you donâ�™t know how much I wish I hadnâ�™t, but itâ�™s too late for me, donâ�™t feel bad, I donâ�™t want your stupid pity or even an Iâ�™m Sorry, that wont change anything. It will only make it that much harder for me to let you go, I know I need to, I wish I could, but sadly I know I canâ�™t. You came into my life at the wrong time and now you are there for forever. My scars were open and bleeding and then you came alongâ�¦and now you are sowed up with them, in my mind and body for life. So all the friendship and good times we hadâ�¦you can have them back! I have only one thing to sayâ�¦Iâ�™m Sorry

New Story?

Would you guys read my story if it wasn't about any of the bands...but it will still be hella cool! If I get enough commen about it I'll tell you what it's about... :D

Friends???(Part 45)

I dont know how many more parts there will be, but it is ending soon, but dont worry i will be writing a SEQUEL!!!! :D Comments and Buzzes i love alot, so after you read this show me some love and comment, but please dont yell at me for taking so long. THANK YOU EVEYONE WHO IS READING MY STORY!!!! I <3 YOU ALL :]

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[Spencer]

Standing up I slowly and successfully made my way down off the roof without hurting myself or breaking anything. The sun was almost down and it was starting to get cold out. Zipping up my jacket I slowly made my way back to the front door, opening the door I felt the warm air as it hit my face. Walking into the living room I see Rickie and Haley in the same spot unmoved from when I left them about half an hour ago.

â�œPete just text me, they are about ten minutes away.â� Haley said not looking up from her lap. I glanced at Rickie to see her sitting cross-legged on the chair color on the bottom of her shoe with a sharpie. Smiling I slowly shook my head before heading to the kitchen.

â�œAnd what is Jon going to do with you guys?â� I asked aloud looking down at the clear box of goldfish sitting in the middle of the kitchen floor. Making my way over to the fridge I rummaged slowly through it looking for something to drink. Settling on a can of root beer I sighed closing the door. Seeing lights shine across the kitchen wall I knew the guys were home.

â�œHey guys they are back.â� I yelled as I made my way to the front door. Walking outside I was met by the cold mountain air and the beaming headlights of the car.

â�œHey Spence.â� Pete said hopping out of the car.

â�œHey man, so how did it go?â� I asked puzzled.

â�œOh, he sprained his ankle and fractured his shin bone. But the doctor said it should be better in about a month.â� He explained helping the half conscious Brendon out of the car.

â�œThey drugged him up so he wouldnâ�™t feel as much pain.â� Ryan stated as he helped Pete carry him inside. Following close behind I shut the front door walking into the living room. Pete carried Brendon the rest of the way into their room before coming back out a few minutes later. Taking a seat on the couch next to Haley. Everyone was deep in conversation. Looking around the room I noticed Haley was now missing, but no one seemed to notice. I heard the slight noise of the front door slowly creaking shut. Standing up I slowly followed her, once outside I saw the faint figure of her in the distance. Turning around the corner I slowed my pace. There she was sitting on top of a rocking crying softly into her knees.

â�œHaley?â� I said quietly as I walked closer. Jumping slightly she quickly wiped the tears away trying to hide the fact that she was crying.

â�œYeah?â� She replied softly still looking away from me. Just looking at her I knew something must be wrong.

â�œHaley, whatâ�™s wrong?â� I asked taking a seat next to her on the rock. Casting her eyes down she fell silent for a moment before answering.

â�œNothings wrong, Iâ�™m fine.â� She said still trying to choke back tears.

â�œCome on Haley, I know something is wrong. You can trust me.â� I said concerned. Sniffling once she glanced at me.

â�œYou promise not to tell anyone?â� She asked starring at me, her face emotionless.

â�œI promise I wont tell anyone.â� I replied turning my body toward her. Sighing her gaze fell to her hands in her lap. She was silent for a few minutes before looking back up at me, tears forming in the corner of her eyes. Taking in a deep breath she glanced at me.

â�œIâ�™m uhâ�¦.wellâ�¦Iâ�™mâ�¦.pregnant.â� She stated quietly gazing at the ground as a tear rolled slowly down her cheek.

â�œThatâ�™s a good thing isnâ�™t it? Whatâ�™s wrong?â� I asked slowly scooting closer.

â�œI havenâ�™t told Ryan yet, its been almost two weeks.â� She informed me letting the tears escape her eyes with no holding back.

â�œAre you going to tell him?â� I asked once again concern filled my voice.

â�œThatâ�™s just it, I want to butâ�¦I donâ�™t want to. I mean he just started his career and here is me with the news that Iâ�™m pregnant to get in the way of that. I donâ�™t want to stop his career because there is a baby on the way.â� She said crying now. Pulling her onto my lap I held her tight as she cried into my chest. Slowly rocking back and forth I tried to calm her down.

â�œHaley itâ�™s ok, just because there is a baby on the way doesnâ�™t mean he will stop his career.â� I said trying to reassure her.

â�œYou donâ�™t understand, this baby will only get in the way of what his career could beâ�¦I will only be holding him back from how far he can really go. If he knows I am pregnant he wont be touring or recording, he will only be caring about me and the baby. And I justâ�¦I donâ�™t want to do that to him, not now. I mean look where you guys are in your career, your band is doing greatâ�¦then I come along with the child and everything comes crashing down.â� She explained sobbing into my chest.

Wrapping my arms tighter around her we sat there in silence as she cried into my chest.

[Pete]

Letting out a loud sigh I plopped down on the couch closing my eyes.

â�œSo, where is everyone?â� I asked yawning slightly cracking an eye open to see Ryan and Rickie sitting in the chairs across the room.

â�œWell, Brendon is sleeping, I think, Rickie said Jon is still on the roof andâ�¦umâ�¦I donâ�™t know where Haley and Spencer are.â� Ryan said shrugging his shoulders slightly. Hearing the front door open I picked up my head to see Spencer and Haley walk in slowly.

â�œWhy hello guys.â� I said smiling at them. Haley glanced at me just walking past me.

â�œIâ�™m going to bed.â� Haley mumbled softly walking straight through the living room and down the hall closing her door behind her.

â�œWhatâ�™s wrong with her?â� I asked looking over at Spencer. Sitting down on the ground next to the couch he just shrugged talking a long drink from his water bottle.

â�œIâ�™m going to go see if she is ok.â� Ryan stated standing up making his way down the hall after her. About ten minutes when by and no one said a word, the only sound was the ticking of the clock on the wall.

â�œSoâ�¦..â� I stated trying to think of something to break the awkward silence. â�œ I, umâ�¦yeah I got nothing.â� I said scratching the back of my head.

â�œHaleyâ�™s Pregnant!â� Spencer blurted out before quickly slapping his hands over his mouth, his eyes open wide. Me and Rickie starred at him in disbelief.

â�œWhat!?!?â� Rickie yells looking at him.

â�œSHHHHH!!!!!â� Spencer whispered harshly. â�œYou canâ�™t say anything to anyone, I wasnâ�™t suppose to tell anyone. She hasnâ�™t told Ryan yet.â� Spencer finished casting his eyes to his lap.

Friends???(Part 44)

YA more story! punish me, i took to long to post this but at least i got it up now :D hope you guys like it :]

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[Brendon]

Looking down as I jumped I noticed the mattress was a little too far to the left. Letting go of the umbrella I braced myself for impacted. As my feet hit the ground I fell backwards, a sharp pain shot through my right leg. Closing my eyes I screamed out in pain. Feeling Peteâ�™s arm around my shoulders he lifted me off the ground.

â�œCome on Ryan, we got to get him to the hospital.â� Pete said as Ryan slung his arm under my other arm and around my shoulder. Limping on my left foot we made our way outside and into Ryanâ�™s car. Climbing into the back seat I stretched my right leg along the seats as I leaned my back against the door. As Ryan and Pete climbed into the front seats we started off down the mountain.

â�œI guess my calculations were a little off.â� I commented chuckling a little trying to forget about the searing pain in my leg.

â�œHow do you do that?â� Pete asked turning around in his seat to look at me. â�œI mean youâ�™re in pain and you still manage to laugh about it.â�

â�œItâ�™s no big deal, so you just got to learn to accept it and laugh about it.â� I answered looking at him as my leg started to throb.

â�œAnd just another quick question, why did you jump off the stair railing?â� He asked raising an eyebrow at me.

â�œWell, I got bored and there was an umbrella sitting by the front door and the idea just came to me.â� I answered chuckling a little.

â�œBrendon, you come up with the weirdest ideas to entertain yourself.â� Ryan said looking at me through the rear view mirror smiling. I simply nodded as he turned his attention back to the road in front of him. Looking out the window I noticed that the city had now come into view. By now my leg felt like it had its own heart with every throb I winced. But I fought back the urge to cry, not wanting to look like a baby in front of Ryan and Pete.

Letting out a large sigh I looked up at Pete and Ryan. â�œGod, are we there yet?â� I asked drumming my fingers on the seat next to me. Now that the pain in my leg was gone I was just bored out of my mind sitting in the car.

â�œYeah, canâ�™t you see the big building that says hospital right in front of us?â� Ryan asked pulling into the parking lot. Pulling up to the front door Pete hopped out jogging into the entrance. A few moments later he emerged with a wheelchair in his grasp followed by a nurse. Opening the door they both helped me into the chair wheeling me into the building.

[Haley]

I sat quietly on the couch twisting the ring around my finger again and again starring at the ground in front of me. Rickie sat criss cross on the armchair across the room watching as Spencer slowly paced the floor between us. Out of the corner of my eye I could see Jon leaning up against the doorframe to the hall. The only sound was the quiet ticking of the clock on the wall. Time slowly ticked by and no on uttered a word. We were silent, yet there was so much to say.

â�œDo you think he is doing ok?â� Jon asked calmly, glancing up at him I saw him, his face emotionless as he stared out the window as if he was looking for something. No one answered and I sat there my back tense. I wanted to say something I just couldnâ�™t get the words to form.

â�œYeah, knowing Brendon he will walk through that door as hyper and peppy as usual.â� Spencer stated still pacing slowly across the room and back. As each minute pasted I began twisting the ring more and more my mind racing. Just before I was thinking about the rest of my life with Ryan. The great things we will go through and even the bad, but like every couple I felt like nothing in the world could mess this up. But my mind was also thinking about Brendon and what was running through his mind at the time he jumped. My mind was even thinking of Pete, as odd as that sounds, about how we met and the things we went through. But that was all behind us, all of us.

â�œHow long have they been gone?â� Rickieâ�™s voice rang through the room. Glancing at the clock it read 10:46 PM.

â�œUm, about 3 hours, but it takes a while to get back.â� I answered leaning back against the couch my hands in my lap. Letting out a large sigh I head the front door slowly creak open. Looking up I see Jon slowly walking out the door, looking back into my lap I see the ring shining in the light.

[Jon]

We werenâ�™t getting anywhere inside so I decided to come get some fresh air outside. Walking around the house I stood looking out over the drop off letting the setting sun warm my back. Spinning on my heels I slowly walked up the deck, stopping I looked around climbing up on a chair. Gripping the roof I slowly pulled myself up walking across the flat roof. Slowly sitting down I watched as the sun set over the mountains.

â�œThe view is amazing isnâ�™t it?â� A voice rang out. Without moving I slowly glanced over to see Spencer slowly making his way toward me up the roof. Taking a seat next to me he let out a sigh.

Slowly scratching the back of my head I let out a sigh. â�œIs there anyway this trip could get any worse?â� I ask slowly running my fingers through my hair letting my hand slowly fall to my side. Taking in a deep breath I held it in for a second before slowly letting it out.

â�œOnly if one of us feel off the roof.â� Spencer commented smirking at me before laughing. Slowly shaking my head I drew my knees up to my chest wrapping my arms around them I softly set my chin on them starring out at the mountains.

â�œGee thanks Spencer, now that you said that Iâ�™m going to fall of the roof on the way down.â� I replied smiling slightly just at the thought. The sun was slowly dropping and so was the temperature. Zipping up my hoodie I once again drew my knees close pulling my hood up over my head.

â�œWell its getting cold, I think Iâ�™m going to head in, are you coming?â� Spencer asked slowly standing up dusting off his pants.

â�œNo I think I will come in a little later I need some time alone, ok?â� Moving my head down I rested my forehead against my knees as I heard Spencerâ�™s footsteps slowly fade away.

STORY UPDATE!!!!! READ!!!!!!

I know i haven't written in a while but as of right now i am in the process of writing the newest part so keep an eye out for that, I dont know how long it will be but it will be soon!!!!! Sorry to keep you waiting!!!!!! -gives you all a cookie-

Friends???(Part 43)

[Jon]

Stretching my arms out above my head they smacked into a hard surface. Looking up at my hands I was a tile floor and wallpaper covered walls. Quickly sitting up I finally realizedâ�¦I was in the bathroom. Leaning my head against the bathtub my hand slid over the edge splashing into water. Glancing at the bathtub I soon rememberedâ�¦I have fish to feed. Slowly I stood making my way to the counter, grasping the large container of fish food I twisted the cap off dropping it back on the counter. Reaching my hand in I took a large handful out before sprinkling it into the bathtub. Dropping to the floor I began to watch as the fish ate away at the flakes floating on the surface of the water.

â�œWhat are you doing?â� I voice said from behind me. Turning my head I see Brendon Standing in the door way starring at me with a towel in hand.

â�œWatching the fish eat.â� I answered plainly turning my head back to the bathtub.

â�œDude, how am I going to take a shower now?â� Brendon asked like it was going to be the end of the world.

â�œUmâ�¦why donâ�™t you go take a bath in the sinkâ�¦you knowâ�¦like you did when you were a kid.â� I replied laughing.

â�œOh thatâ�™s easy for you to sayâ�¦youâ�™re the one who is hogging the bathtub!â� Brendon whined like a five year old.

â�œSeriously, just take one when we get to the cabin.â� I commented still starring at the fish.

â�œFine.â� He said before walking off down the hall somewhere. Standing up I stretched one more time before walking out of the bathroom. Making my way to the kitchen the smell of coffee filled the air. Slowly I strolled into the kitchen whistling, As Ryan and Pete watching me I poured myself a cup of coffee before sitting down at the table next to them.

â�œJon, why are you so happy this morning?â� Pete asked looking at me questionably. Taking a drink of my coffee I set it down looking at him.

â�œI just couldnâ�™t wait to wake up to see your smiling face.â� I answered batting my eye lashes at him.

â�œGood, cuz I couldnâ�™t wait to see you either.â� Pete said leaning over and wrapping his arms around my shoulders before kissing me on the cheek. Jumping back I looked at him horrified.

â�œDude! What the hell?!â� I yelled whipping my cheek. Ryan and Pete burst out laughing. â�œI will get my revenge, just you wait.â� I commented glaring at them, which just made them laugh harder. Looking toward the kitchen doorway in walked Brendon, Haley, Rickie, and Spencer. As they all grabbed there morning beverage we all squished around the small kitchen table.

â�œWhen we get back from the cabin I think we need to go buy a bigger table.â� Haley said as she sat squished between Ryan and Rickie. Standing up I walked to m y room grabbing my suitcase before walking it out to the car. Walking back to the kitchen I noticed a few people were gone and were now bring there suitcases out to the car.

â�œSo, when are we leaving again?â� I asked letting out a sigh as I once again sat down at the table.

â�œUm, in about twenty or so minutes.â� Ryan said dumping his coffee down the sink.

â�œOk.â� I said to myself as everyone was now out of the kitchen.

[Rickie]

Soon we had everything packedâ�¦or so I thought. Turning around I see Jon coming down the walk way wit ha large container in his arms.

â�œWhat is that?â� I asked looking at the very large container in his arms.

â�œMy fish, Iâ�™m not going to leave them here.â� He replied setting the big plastic box in the back of the car.

â�œSo are we all ready to go guys? Spencer asked as he locked the front door.

â�œYeah I think so.â� Ryan answered him as he climbed into his car. We all climbed into the two cars and we took off up to the mountains. I was sitting shotgun next to Spencer in his car with Jon in the back seat next to his fish. Leaning my head against the window I watched as the world pasted by outside. It seemed like hours later we finally began our journey up the mountain.

â�œSo are you glad to be here?â� Spencer asked glancing at me.

â�œYes I am, Iâ�™m lucky my sister was in town to watch my dog while Iâ�™m goneâ�¦or he would have had to come with us.â� I explained smiling.

â�œYeah, I donâ�™t know how Jon would take having a dog in the house with his fish.â� Spencer commented looking back at Jon.

â�œHey, dogs like to eat fish and I would like to keep them alive.â� Jonâ�™s voice chimed in. Giggling a little I once again moved my attention to the fast moving trees outside. As the trees started to thin I saw as the top of the cabin came in to view in front of us. A smile came to my face when the car came to a rolling stop next to Ryanâ�™s car.

Opening my door I took a step out, taking a deep breath I let the fresh mountain air fill my lungs.

â�œItâ�™s really beautiful up here.â� I spoke as I felt Spencer walk up next to me.

â�œI know, thatâ�™s why I love it so much up here.â� He commented as his arm hung loosely around my waist. Closing my eyes I listened to the sounds all around me. Hearing a loud crash I spun around to see Ryan and Pete running toward the cabin. As Spencer went running after them I walked up next to Haley who was lying on the ground laughing.

Looking toward the cabin I see the front door hanging open and Brendon on the floor with our stuff scattered all round him. I also burst out laughing and joined Haley on the ground. After a few minutes of laughing and a tear here and there we finally pulled ourselves together and finally got off the ground. Dusting ourselves off we made our way to explore our temporary house.

The cabin contained one kitchen, one very large living room, three bedrooms, two bathrooms, and a basement. So all together it had three floors. Two bedrooms and one bathroom upstairs and the rest in the middles then of course the basement. All the bedrooms had one queen sizes bed and one had an additional twin sizes bed. After a very long debate we concluded that Me and Spencer get a room, Haley and Ryan get a room, and Brendon and Pete got a roomâ�¦with Jon included.

â�œWait why do I have to share a room?â� Jon asked looking at us.

â�œFin Jon, you can have the couch if you want.â� Ryan said looking at him.

â�œWhatever, Iâ�™ll take the bedroom.â� He mumbled crossing his arms. Now that we had that solved we all went along to unpack and enjoy the day.

[Pete]

After an hour of unpacking we all sat around the living room watching TV. Looking around I noticed that Brendon was missing. Standing up I walked around to the front door where the stairs were located. Turning the corner I froze, my eyes observed the scene. Jonâ�™s twin mattress was pulled down the stairs and set below the railing. But standing on top of the railing was Brendon, with an open umbrella in his grasp.

â�œWhat are you doing?â� I asked louder than I planned to. But unfortunately everyone came running and stopped to look at what was going on.

â�œI was going to see if this would break my fall.â� Brendon said smiling like a little kid. But before anyone could say anything he leaped from the railing and began to fall through the air. Coming closer to the ground I saw his face change from happy to horrified. As he came to the ground he barely missed the mattress and he landing on the ground with a loud thud. Screaming out in pain he gripped his leg.

Friends???(Part 42)

New part! Yay go me! sorry it took so long...but anyway...here you go...enjoy

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[Brendon]

Ryan and I finally climbed into his car after filling the kitchen with food that we would need for the next month or so. The car slowly inched it way down the mountain pass. The sun was setting and the only light was the light coming from the head lights. The ride was deadly quiet, and I had no idea what to say to break the silence.

â�œHey Brendon, I was just wonderingâ�¦.would youâ�¦be my best man at the wedding?â� Ryan voice rang out finally breaking the silence.

â�œOf course man, Iâ�™m here for you.â� I answered before gazing out the window at the trees passing by.

â�œThanks dude, I knew you would be.â� Ryan commented keeping his eyes on the road. After the very short conversation the car was once again quiet. I began drumming my fingers in my thigh, I have and never will ever be comfortable in silence.

â�œSoâ�¦.when are we leaving tomorrow?â� I asked trying to start a conversation even though I already knew the answer, we were leaving at about noon.

â�œWell, after we get everything packed I would sayâ�¦â�¦about noon.â� He explained glancing at me. Just then the lights of the city finally came into view. Glancing at the clock it read 10:36 PM.

â�œItâ�™s not even 11 yet, what are we going to do when we get home?â� I asked once again trying to keep a conversation going.

â�œWell we got to see what everyone else is up to. But we will most likely watch a movie.â� He finished as he turned down our street.

â�œYou know we really need to think of something else to pass time I mean we always watch moviesâ�¦.Itâ�™s not that I donâ�™t like movies I justâ�¦â�¦we need to change it up you know.â� I explained smoothly.

â�œYeah I know what you mean.â� Was all he said before we slowly climbed out of the car and making his way toward the house, I followed close behind. Stepping into the house I noticed it was dark except for a glow of the TV coming from the living room, most likely a movie. Walking into the living room I slowly looked around the room.

First off I notice the movie they were watching was the Omen on account of watching it many times in the past. Rickie was sleeping on the arm chair covered in a blanket, Haley was lying face down on the couch sleeping with Pete lying face up on top of her.

â�œWell Ryan, it looks like they had fun.â� I said motioning to Haley and Pete before laughing suddenly stopping as his hand struck my shoulder. â�œGod man, I was only joking.â� I explained rubbing my now sore shoulder.

â�œCan you come get Pete I want to bring Haley to her room.â� Ryan explained walking over to the couch.

â�œYeah.â� I answered walking over to the couch. Slowly and gently I slid my arm under his legs and behind his shoulders lifting him off of Haley. He moved nuzzling into my chest. Slowly I began walking down the hall toward his room. Coming to his room I pushed the door open with my foot then again closing it with my foot. Softly I set him down on his bed, pulling on the blanket I covered his sleeping body. About to stand I felt his warm hand rest on my arm. Looking down at him my eyes met his sleepy eyes. Sliding over he motioned to the spot next to him. Pulling over my shoes, jacket, and shirt I slide into bed next to him.

Wrapping my arms around his waist I pulled his body close to mine. Softly I kissed his cheek then the side of his neck before leaning into his ear.

â�œI love you.â� I whispered before resting me head against his. He began slowly tracing his finger up and down my stomach.

â�œI love you too.â� I commented softly kissing my lips. Resting his head against my chest I felt as his breath got soft and even. Glancing at the clock it want now midnight and I was still lying there wide awake staring out into his dark room. The minutes tick slowly way as I wait for morning to come. Glancing at the clock it is now about 5:30 AM.

Peteâ�™s body stirs in my arms causing me to look down at him. Rubbing his tired eyes he looks up at me, a soft smile fills his face.

â�œMorning.â� He states quietly, resting his head on my chest.

â�œMorning to you too.â� I comment kissing his cheek. His room fell quiet as I starred into his caramel colored eyes. Slowly his face inched closer until his lips met mine. Wrapping my arms around his fragile waist I pulled his close against my chest. His lips moved from my lips to my neck. Softly he kissed it before once again looking at me. Slowly I brushed a few strands of hair from his eyes smiling. Pulling his body on top of mine he gently rested his head on my chest. There was just something about holding Pete in my arms that felt so right.

[Ryan]

Slowly I sat up rubbing the sleep from my eyes. Today was the day we were leaving for our trip to the cabin, great, I once again had to attempt to write more lyrics. People flipped over my last ones, I just hope that they arenâ�™t too disappointed with them this time. Slowly I stood making my way across my dark room. Opening my door I stepped out into the long dark hallway. There was a low light coming from the open bathroom door. Peering into the bathroom I find Jon curled up on the floor next to the bathtub. Smiling to myself I walked down the hall to the kitchen.

Flipping the lights on I slowly walked over to the coffee maker turning it on. As the coffee was being made I sat down at the table resting my forehead on it. Hearing footsteps on the floor I look up to see Pete and Brendon sitting across the table from me.

â�œSo, is the coffee done yet?â� Pete asked yawning.

â�œNoâ�¦â�¦not yet.â� I answered slowly, once again resting my head on the table.

This was going to be a long morning.

The Piano Knows Something I Don't Know(New Panic! Song)

I wont cut my beard and I wont change my hair.
It grows like fancy flowers but it grows nowhere.
If I could build my house just like the Trojan horse,
Iâ�™d put a statue of myself upon the shelf of course.
Sheâ�™s the smoke, sheâ�™s dancing fancy pirouettes.
Swan diving off of the deep end of my tragic cigarette.
Sheâ�™s steam, laughing on the windowpanes.
The never-ending swaying haze,
oh that ever smiling maze ballet.
Everythingâ�™s gone missing. Iâ�™ve lost more songs to floods.
I canâ�™t prove this makes any sense but I sure hope that it does.
Perhaps, I was born with the curiosity of old crows.
The piano knows something I donâ�™t know.

-Panic! At the Disco

Friends???(Part 41)

Sorry it took me so long this week was finals week and I had no time, but I found some just for you guys! :) Hope you like it

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[Haley]

And there right before me was Ryan, down on one knee, his deep hazel eyes gazing up at me. Reaching his hand into his pocket he pulled out a small velvet box. Opening up the boxed I watched as the ring sparkled in the soft sunlight.

â�œHaley, I love you more than anything in the world and I want to be with you for the rest of my lifeâ�¦will you marry me.â� He explained as his eyes never left mine. Letting a few tears escape my eyes I quickly embraced him in a tight hug.

â�œOf course I will!â� I yelled kissing him. Stepping back he grabbed my hand and gently slid the ring on. Looking down at it I smiled before wrapping my arms around his neck. Nuzzling into his chest I felt his arms wrap loosely around my waist pulling me closer to him. We stood there as the sun went down just staring off over the sparkling lake. Today was a day I would never forget.

We slowly made our way down the cement path back to the house. His fingers entwined in mine just felt so right.

Feeling the cold summer breeze against my bare shoulders sent a shiver down my spine. Feeling Ryanâ�™s hand leave mine I felt his coat wrap around my shoulders. Looking over my shoulder at him his face held a soft smile. Turning around he pulled me into another hug. Resting my head on his chest we stood there in the middle of the park. It was peaceful, it was quiet but I felt safe with Ryan next to me. Looking up at him I brushed my lips against his before we slowly started to walk the rest of the way home.

Ryan slowly opened the front door, the house was dark so we quietly made our way down the hall to our rooms. Coming into my room I flipped the light on while closing the door. Quickly I changed into a pair of shorts and a white tank top. Slowly and carefully I slipped the ring off my finger and set it on the dresser next to my door. Looking back down at it I once again picked it up sliding it back on my finger. Turning the light off I made my way across my room to my bed. Lying down I turned so I was facing the wall. Trying to get to sleep I began slowly twisting the ring around my finger over and over again. It seemed like hours later I was still lying there wide awake, turning over I looked at the clock.

Great its only been 5 minutes.

Letting out a sigh I once again turned over shutting my eyes trying to get myself to sleep, but of course it wasnâ�™t working. Hearing my door slowly creak open a small smile spread across my face. Feeling a body next to mine and arms wrap around my waist I giggled.

â�œWhatâ�™s so funny?â� Ryan asked while stroking my side which made me laugh more. â�œI think someone is ticklish.â� He whispered in my ear. Itâ�™s true, the only place I was ticklish was a small part of my side, which he just happened to fined.

â�œSo what if I am?â� I said sitting up crossing my arms over my chest. Looking at him his eyes playfully narrowed at me. My eyes grew wide. â�œYou wouldnâ�™t!â� I whispered. Jumping up I tried to run but it was to late, his arm wrapped around my waist pulling me back onto my bed. Running his fingers only my side I couldnâ�™t help but laugh.

Grabbing his hands and pulling them away from my sides I looked up at his. His face only inches from mine I could feel his warm breath on my cheeks. Slowly our faces moved closer and closer until I felt his lips against mine. Removing his hands from my grip he grabbed my waist pulling me on top of him. Resting my head on his chest I sighed, his hands slowly rubbed up and down my back. Running my fingers through his hair I softly kissed his chest before looking up at him. His eyes were fixed on my and he had a slight smile on his face.

Leaning his head up, he once again kissed me. Resting my hands on the back of his neck I kissed back. Running his hands up the back of my shirt he lifted it over my head before dropping it onto the floor. (Sorry thatâ�™s as far as I go,J)

Slowly my eyes fluttered open, rolling over I noticed I was alone. Sitting up I rubbed my eyes, looking at the clock it read â�˜11:34â�™. Standing up I quickly got dressed in a pair of lounging pants and a tank top. Walking down the hall and into the living room I sat down on the couch. Seeing no one else around I closed my eyes resting me head against the back of the couch.

â�œBOO!â� Someone yelled from behind me causing me to jump. Turning around I glared at Pete who had his hands over his mouth holding in his laugh.

â�œWhat the hell?â� I asked angrily.

â�œI wanted to scare youâ�¦and it was worth it, you should have seen your face!â� He explained pointing at me. Shaking me head I sighed.

â�œSo where is everyone?â� I asked lying down on the couch.

â�œDunno, I woke up about an hour ago and they were all gone.â� He explained while walking around the couch before lying down on top of me. Looking at him he simple smiled at me before turning the TV on. Flipping through the channels he soon stopped as South Parks was beginning.

[Spencer]

Walking up the stairs I stood before the door. Knocking on the door I waited for an answer. Hearing the dog bark from the other side of the door I could hear her yelling at him. As the door opened I smiled as Rickie stood there.

â�œSpencer!â� She yelled before wrapping me in a hug. Walking back down the stairs we hop into my car before I start off toward our house.

â�œOk, so the band is going to be going up to the cabin to work on our new album and I was wondering if you would like to come along?â� I explain glancing at her.

â�œWhen are we leaving?â� She asked excitedly.

â�œUmâ�¦I think they said tomorrow. Is that ok with you?â� I comment.

â�œYeah thatâ�™s fine with me I will go home later tonight and pack.â� She answers with a smile on her face. Pulling into the driveway I pull the key out of the ignition before making my way to the front door. With Rickie behind me I quickly open the front door before making my way to the living room.

â�œPete, remember what happened last time you did that.â� I explain smiling at Pete who is lying on top of Haley watching TV.

â�œHaha very funny Spencer.â� He comments before turning his attention back to the TV. Sitting down in one of the arm chairs I motion Rickie to come sit. Pulling her onto my lap I wrap my arms around her waist pulling her close to my chest. Resting my head on top of hers I sighed.

â�œSo where is everyone else?â� I asked anyone who knew the answer.

â�œRyan just called him and Brendon went up to the cabin to make sure there was food and stuff for us, and we donâ�™t know where Jon is.â� Pete explained as he aimlessly flipped through the channels. Just then the door flew open to reveal Jon with a big bag. Without saying one word we walked past all of us and down the hall. Hearing the water in the bathroom run I turned my attention back to the TV.

â�œFuck this.â� Pete mumbles as he slowly stands up walking over the TV searching for a good movie to watch. â�œSo what movie do you want to watch?â� Pete asked while scanning our pile of movies.

â�œHow about the Omen?â� Haley asked.

â�œSure, anything is better than this.â� Pete said quickly putting the movie in before anyone could change there minds. Turning it one he once again took his spot lying on top of Haley on the couch. As the movie started I felt as Rickie nested her head into my chest. Tightening my arms around her waist I smiled.

About half way though the movie it was now dark outside and Rickie was dozing off. Looking over at Haley and Pete I notice they are both asleep as well. Slowly I stood up setting Rickie back down on the chair, grabbing a blanket I slowly covered her before making my way down the hall. The bathroom door was slightly ajar with the light on. Slowly I pushed the door open to find Jon.

â�œWhat are you doing?â� I asked him curiously as I took a seat next to him on the floor.

â�œWatching the fish.â� He answered simply motioning his head toward the bathtub. Following his motion my eyes grew wide. The bathtub was almost filled to the top with water, along with the water I would say there were about 40 small gold fish swimming around.

â�œOk one question, why did you buy so many gold fish?â� I asked looking at him. His eyes stayed fixed on the fish as he answered.

â�œWell I had one fish before and it died so I figured I would buy a lot and if one dies I have more.â� He explained in a flat tone.

â�œYou do know we are leaving tomorrow to go up to the cabin for about a month right?â� I asked leaning back against the wall as I also started watching the small fish swim aimlessly in circles around the bathtub.